vague sound of rain

pierces through my song again

but i get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays

so i let it burn

 

i just poured my heart out

there's bits of it on the floor

and i take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water

and call him up for more

 

and i say baby, yes i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely

and i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me

and i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

 

he said i'm sorry

so sorry

i'm sorry

so sorry

 

he grabs my wrists

as my fingers turn into angry fists

and i whisper why can't you love me, i'll change for you

i'll play the part

 

and i say baby, so i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely

and i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me

and i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

 

he said i'm sorry

so sorry

i'm sorry

i am sorry