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maria mena "miss you love"

i've run out of complicated theories

so now i'm taking back my words

i'm preparing for the breakdown

your t-shirt lost its smell of you

and the bathroom's still a mess

remind me why we decided this was for the best...

 

because i miss you love

 

i know the distance is a factor

but i stretch as often as i can

i hope to reach your hands any day now

 

please don't blame me for trying

to fix this one last time

i have a hard time as it is

 

because i miss you love

 

don't act like you don't know me

it's still me, i haven't changed

i'll be here when you come back

 

and i miss you love.

 
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beautiful uncertainty "the great nugget experience"

i work all day stay up all night

just to make you feel alright

but all you do is complain about your politics baby

what can i do to please you?

 

i try to keep you satisfied

i need something to get me through the night

but all i want is some of your affection baby

what can i do to please you?

 

i work so hard every night and every day

just to make sure that you always get your way

why can't you see that i'm down on my knees

i'm crying out to you, i'm begging you please

 

i give you my heart and you give me your america baby

what can i do to please you?

what are the stars without the sky

i am yours and i wish you were mine

all i want is some of your affection baby

what can i do to please you?

 

 

www.myspace.com/beautifuluncertainty

 
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hawthorne heights "ohio is for lovers"

hey there

i know it's hard to feel like i don't care at all

where you are and how you feel

with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on [and on and on and on...]

slow things down or speed them up

not enough or way too much [and on and on and on...]

how are you when i'm gone?

 

and i can't make it on my own

because my heart is in ohio

so cut my wrists and black my eyes

so i can fall asleep tonight or die

because you kill me

you know you do, you kill me well

you like it too, and i can tell

you never stop until my final breath is gone

 

spare me just three last words

"i love you" is all she heard

i'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever

 

and i can't make it on my own

because my heart is in ohio

so cut my wrists and black my eyes

so i can fall asleep tonight or die

because you kill me

you know you do, you kill me well

you like it too and i can tell

you never stop until my final breath is gone

 
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maria mena "sorry"

vague sound of rain

pierces through my song again

but i get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays

so i let it burn

 

i just poured my heart out

there's bits of it on the floor

and i take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water

and call him up for more

 

and i say baby, yes i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely

and i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me

and i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

 

he said i'm sorry

so sorry

i'm sorry

so sorry

 

he grabs my wrists

as my fingers turn into angry fists

and i whisper why can't you love me, i'll change for you

i'll play the part

 

and i say baby, so i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely

and i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me

and i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

 

he said i'm sorry

so sorry

i'm sorry

i am sorry

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i did this survey last night
Q: WHAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY?
A: CNU winning our football game, seeing my momma, going to my cousins house, and him : )

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING?
A: sleeping

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO?
A: smiling a lot

Q: SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN 1995?
A: don't remember

Q: LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD?
A: goodnight

Q: HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOU DRINK TODAY?
A: wow i think i just had water today

Q: WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE?
A: my wallet

Q: WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY?
A: it was really hot at the football game, but then it was nice later

Q: BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
A: chocolate chip cookie dough, moose tracks, cookies n cream, neopolitan

Q: SOMETHING YOU ARE EXCITED ABOUT?
A: seeing him tomorrow : )

Q: LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW?
A: can't remember

Q: WHAT SIZE SHOE DO YOU WEAR?
A: 10

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTERS?
A: nope

Q: ARE YOU VERY RANDOM?
A: not usually, but sometimes i can be

Q: DO YOU WANT TO CUT YOUR HAIR?
A: YES!! i decided today it is wayyy too long

Q: ARE YOU OVER THE AGE OF 25?
A: nope

Q: DO YOU TALK A LOT?
A: sometimes

Q: DO YOU WATCH THE OC?
A: no

Q: DOES YOUR SCREEN NAME HAVE AN '' X '' IN IT?
A: no

Q: DO YOU KNOW ANYONE CALLED STEVE?
A: yeah, my dad

Q: DO YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN WORDS?
A: haha on accident sometimes....irrefixable!

Q: ARE YOU TICKLISH?
A: if you catch me off guard

Q: ARE YOU TYPICALLY A JEALOUS PERSON?
A: eh, it happens to the best of us

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "J":
A: jamie!

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "A";
A: AMANDAAAAA!!

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS?
A: laurennn

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?:
A: ummm chris? were you drunk? cuz it says "ohi wan im haugh duo"

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A. occasionally

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: no

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: haha american idol tour actually, but i was at RASCAL FLATTS last night!!

Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: amanda conner is the shit. end of story.

Q: WHAT SAYING DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: holy mother

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: potato chips : )

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE, AND WHO WAS IT?
A: goodnight handsome : )

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: alllll the time

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
A: no

Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
A: no

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: no

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: i certainly hope so

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: sleeping/dreaming

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: yeah

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: no, lust at first sight

Q: YOUNGEST PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY?
A: my baby cousin that i'm in love with

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: definitely

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: not really

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: never

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: remember the titans of course

Q: WHAT KIND OF CELLPHONE DO YOU HAVE?
A: verizon LG for me

Q: WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
A: Rascal Flatts "I Melt" [loooove that song!]
 
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my papi hates extra innings.
Ultimate Sports Survey

Favortie Sport?: basketball, baseball, football
Favorite Player?: baseball: my big papi DAVID ORTIZ! basketball: any past UNC player, Vince Carter, Jerry Stackhouse
Favorite MLB Team?: one and only Boston Red Sox baby
Favorite MLB Player?: David Ortiz, Manny Ramirez, Willy Mo Pena, Andruw Jones, Javy Lopez
Favorite NBA Team?: Washington Wizards and i gotta cheer for my boys on the Charlotte Bobcats
Fav. NBA Player?: Vince Carter or Jerry Stackhouse
Fav. NFL Team?: New England Patriots and Philadelphia Eagles
Fav. NFL Player?: Michael Vick i guess
Fav. NHL Team?: ummm i don't watch hockey, just the fight replays on sportscenter
Fav. NHL Player?: don't have one
Most Underrated Athlete?: hmm not sure
Most Overrated Athlete?: A-Rod
Most Overpaid Athlete?: any Yankee player, definitely A-Rod
Athlete You Absolutley Hate The Most?: A-Rod, Derek Jeter, Bernie Williams, the entire Yankee team
Athlete You Hate But Have Respect For?: hmm Mariano Rivera probably
If You Could Trade For 1 Player to Your Fav. Team, Who Would it Be?: dang i dont know, Andruw Jones to the Red Sox maybe? but i like him on the Braves too
Best Sports Moment?: the RED SOX becoming the first team ever to overcome an 0-3 deficit to win the MLB playoff series against the Yankees, and then go on to win the World Series!!!! also, the UNC TARHEELS basketball team winning the 2005 NCAA Championship! oh and that time last season, you know that time amanda? when UNC beat Duke AT freaking Duke. yeah that was amazing. :-P
Worst Sports Moment?: there are a lot of those lol...stuff gets to me pretty easily
Best Sports Movie?: Remember the Titans!! Friday Night Lights, A League Of Their Own, Fever Pitch
Best GM?: dunno
Worst GM?: dunno
Best Sports Game?: umm i've only played Slugfest 2004 i think lol
Most Dominant in Sports Today?: i'd rather not answer that
If You Could Release 1 Player on Your Fav. Team, Who Would It Be?: Julian Tavarez, he's a head case
Best Manager in MLB?: Terry Francona
Best Coach in NBA?: dunno
Best Coach in NFL?: dunno
Best Player in MLB History?: wow thats a tough one...Ted Williams?
Best Player in NBA History?: Michael Jordan
Best Player in NFL History?: not sure
Best Soccer Player in history?: dunno
Best Tennis Player in history?: Andre Agassi
Best Golfer in History?: ummm i only know Tiger Woods...so we'll go with him lol
Best in MLB Today?: too hard to tell
Best in NBA Today?:     "
Best in NFL Today?:      "
Best in Soccer Today?: dunno
Best in NHL Today?: dunno
Future Star in MLB?: if Willy Mo Pena would learn to not swing at every pitch (and not strike out so much) he could be amazing...so much power behind that bat
Future Star in NBA?: keep an eye on those Tarheel Alum yall
Future Start in NFL?: dunno
Future Star in NHL?: dunno
Future Soccer Star?: dunno
Do You Think Barry Bonds Uses/Used Steroids?: not sure...
Favorite NCAA Team?: UNC BABY!!! YEAH TARHEELS!!
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i just wanna break you down so badly
Tags: good thing
The Last Person You...

thought about?
amanda

Looked at?
grace

said I love you to?
amanda

hugged?
bonnie

kissed?
:-X

hurt?
i hope no one recently...

Shared a secret with?
i cant remember

watched a movie with?
my girls

couldn't stop thinking about?
wouldnt you like to know

In your family...

Who makes you laugh?
mom

Who makes you cry?
mom

Who is strict?
mom, dad doesnt do anything in that department anymore

Who is laid back
dad

Who makes you think?
ummm no one

Who will do anything for you?
i hope all of them

Have you ever?

been skinnydipping?
no

Made a friend mad?
yeah

gotten a detention?
yeah, several - even a saturday detention. that definitely sucked.

gotten expelled?
no

threw popcorn in a movie theatre?
no

been on stage?
yeah

seen a famous person?
yes

been pantsed by a friend?
no

lost your voice?
maybe

You are...

best at?...
procrastinating

worst at?...
talking on the phone?

Random

profession?
teacher

best friend?
my mands : )

Favorite movie star?
channing tatum, denzel washington, nicole kidman

hair color?
brown

favorite movie?
remember the titans is my all time favorite!!, man on fire, a walk to remember, the notebook, moulin rouge, rent, cold mountain, dirty dancing havana nights, step up...just to name a few

have you ever been in love?
who knows

favorite color?
orange

have you ever done a bad impersonation of Arnold Scshwartsenagger
uhhh never done one period

best memory?
toooooo many

worst memory?
why would i tell you

favorite band?
THE FRAY!!!

can you do the worm?
negative

If your best friends would be 100% honest, would you really like that?
well maybe not allll the time...

If you could travel into past, where would you go?
probably just take a second look at my childhood

Can you be trusted with secrets?
yeah

What moment from your past would you capture on video?
ok this is weird but probably when i dislocated my knee, because i really wish people could see what it looks like to have your knee-cap four inches out of your leg....gross.

The person you dislike most: name something good about them.
no thanks.

If you could be invisible, what's the first thing you'd do?
probably listen in on conversations and stuff

Did you ever get in a mess for telling a lie?
probably

Pill to make you braver or one to make u smarter?
braver i think

Would you rather more love or presents from ur parents?
my parents love me, bring on the presents

Did you ever mess up a relationship?
yeah

If u could choose one perfect talent, what would it be?
playing basketball or something amazing like that

Uniform or choose ur own clothes in school?
choose thanks

Are you in a hurry to grow up?
sometimes

If you had to change lives with a friend for a day, who'd you pick?
hmmm probably amanda? but im not sure why...maybe to see what its like to be a genius for a day.

What is one thing you'd change about your parents?
more trusting/lenient on some issues

Math or English?
math

Science or History?
history, but im not crazy over either

Gym or Health?
gym

Bring or buy lunch?
bring

Ever been heartbroken?
yeah

If so, are you healed?
i hope so

What is the best quality you got from your dad?
umm being good at math? sense of humor, being good at sports

Best quality you got from your mom?
caring, love for kids, friendly

Worst from dad?
procrastination/no time management

Worst from mom?
emotional wreck

Who are you closer to: mom or dad?
mom

Does your family approve of your bf/gf?
don't have one for them to approve of

Would you pick your siblings as friends?
sorry jason, but no. we have our moments where we get along, but we basically fight all the time.

What are three most important qualities in a friend?
loyalty, honesty, and humor -- brooke had good ones : )

What is your best memory of Summer 2006?
oh lord there are so many! THE FRAY, partyin/drinkin with my mands, meeting my new baby cousin, seeing all of my family in Maine, "katie, honey..."

Are your grades as good as they should be?
no way

What are you most proud of having done?
getting a scholarship to CNU

Last time you told your parents you loved them?
my mom tonight on the phone, my dad probably 4 years ago or so

Last time they told you?
my mom tonight on the phone, my dad i cant remember

Would you eat a spider to meet your favorite celebrity?
maybe...

If you found a purse with lots of money, what would you do?
check for ID

When is last time you laughed at yourself for doing something silly?
probably very recently

If you could change one thing about your looks, what would it be?
smaller feet, bigger boobies (yes i said it), and a lot more...

One thing about your personality?
that whole anxiety thing

Would you choose to be the most attractive, the smartest, or most athletic?
ummm can i be all three?

What do your friends like most about you?
ask them...

If it could be that someone adored you, who would you pick?
wouldnt you like to know

Best birthday you ever had?
17th freaking huge surprise party omg it was amazing!!

In opposite sex, PREFER blonde or brunette?
brunette i guess but it doesnt really matter

PREFER light or dark eyes?
dark

PREFER long or short hair?
short? not too long...

Would you accept braces?
uhhh

Would you accept glasses?
yeah

Would you date outside your race?
yes

Would you date someone taller?
freaking hell yes

Someone shorter?
you know, maybe.

Someone overweight?
if i'm attracted to them

Someone underweight?
ok if youre skinnier than me, we have a problem

Believe in love at first sight?
lust baby

What grade are you going into?
sophomore at college

Is your bf/gf in same school?
again, i don't have one

1 quality (besides looks) in a bf/gf is....
honesty

What do you think is the hardest thing about growing up?
everything

Best thing to do when you feel sad?
listen to music, talk to a friend, cry

Anything that scares you even though you know there's no reason to be afraid?
talking on the phone, feet, everything that makes me anxious

Ever blamed for something you didn't do?
yeah probably

What was your biggest failure?
last semester prob

What do you dislike most about yourself?
that little thing called anxiety disorder

Best thing about school?
being on my own, living in a huge apartment, hanging out

Worst thing about school?
class

If you got too much change in a store, would you tell them?
i dont ever count it, i just take it and stuff it in my wallet so i probably wouldnt realize it

What really gets on your nerves?
fuzzy radio stations.

What's the most important lesson you have learned?
ummm im not sure....

If you could read ONE person's mind, who would you pick?
yours.
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what is this game we're playing?

should i stick around for more?

snap your fingers and i'll come running

leave again when you're bored with me

i'll make it easy

 

nevermind me, nevermind me

i'll just cast shadows on your wall

nevermind me, nevermind me

my god i feel so small

nevermind me, nevermind me

i'll just cast shadows on your wall

nevermind me, nevermind me

i'll let myself out

 

this facade that i'm stuck with

has got me wondering

just tell me how you want me

and i'll be naked stumbling

just to get a reaction, any signs of love

 

nevermind me, nevermind me

i'll just cast shadows on your wall

nevermind me, nevermind me

my god i feel so small

nevermind me, nevermind me

i'll just cast shadows on your wall

nevermind me, nevermind me

 

bottle up your smile

and pour it in a cup

i'll be on my way

once i sobered up

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those tags were suggested...

1. Your name spelled backwards? eitak

2. Where were your parents born? mom in cutler, maine and dad in bangor, maine

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? itunes maybe?

4. What's your favorite restaurant? carraba's, olive garden, PQ's

5. Have you ever been in a school play? stupid little elementary school ones

6. How many kids do you want? 2 i think

7. What is your lucky number? 13

8. Type of music you dislike most? screamo emo, really hard rock, and classical

9. Are you registered to vote? yup

10. Do you have cable? couldnt live without it

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? nope

12. Ever prank-called anybody? nope

13. Best friends? jamie c, amanda, chris, jeff, scott, ben, taylor, and my pcp girls bonnie, megan, grace, erin, and lauren!

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? no way

15. Furthest place you ever traveled? maine/canada i guess

16. Do you have a garden? nope

17. What's your favorite comic strip? Fox Trot and Zits

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? yeah im pretty sure i do

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? shower, and it depends when i have time

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? boondock saints

21. Favorite pizza toppings? ham and pineapple

22. Chips or popcorn? chips

23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? pink lip gloss

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? uhhhh what?

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? nope

26. Orange juice or apple juice? apple juice

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with? i went to lunch today with my aunt

28. Favorite type candy bar? twix and kit-kat

29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? never

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? dont know...

31. Have you ever won a trophy? yes like ten of them

32. Are you a good cook? when i try yeah but its nothing complex

33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? of course

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial? hahaha no but i love those things

35. Sprite or 7-up? neither

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? yeah we had t-shirts we had to wear for the daycare i work at

37. Last thing you bought at a Walgreens? i dont shop there

38. Ever thrown up in public? yes

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love? finding true love...with a millionaire hehehe jk!

40. Do you believe in love at first sight? its lust at first sight babe

41. Can ex's be just friends? yeah

42. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? mr. cima i think...unless you count my great-aunts in the nursing home

43. Did you have a lot of hair as a baby? boy did i ever

44. What message is on your answering machine? something like "hey guys! its katie i cant take your call right now but leave me a message and i'll get right back to you!"

45. Where would you like to go? africa, boston, france, italy

46. What was the name of your first pet? it was a fish, but i dont remember his name

47. What kinda backpack do u have, and what's in it? jansport - binder, pencil case, agenda, critical thinking book and notebook, leadership book and notebook

48. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex? either jeff, chris, or scott

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today? my aunt coming to see me

50. What do you think about most? oh you know haha jk. my friends, boys, tv, and schoolwork probably lol

 
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